1 (p1): 自序 1 (p2): 上篇 我的舅舅 91 (p3): 下篇 我自己 内容简介:我的故事就要结束了. 你现在当然知道, 那天晚上我还是回了家. 我现在和F住在一起, 她完全知道这件事, 并且能够理解, 用她的话来说, 你别无选择, 所以只好这样生活了. 我现在多少适应了这种生活, 和周围的人也熟了. 假如没有新来的人, 每月这一关也不太难过. 就像一个伤口已经结了疤, 假如没有新东西落进去, 也就不会疼痛了. 这件事使们真正犯错误的人最为痛苦, 而那些走后门进来的除了感觉有点害臊, 不觉得有什么. 我还知道一件事, 那就是我再没有精力, 也不想再犯思想错误了. (Content: My story will go to the end. You now know that night I was back home. I live with F now, she is fully aware of this matter, and can understand. In her words, you have no choice but to live in this way. I am now much adapted to this life, and become familiar with those around me. If there is no new people, it will not be too difficult to go through this period. It is just like a wound which begins to scab. If there is nothing new fall into it, people will not feel pain. This makes the people who have made mistakes feel the most painful, while those who go through the back-door will feel nothing except ashamed. I also know another thing, that is, I have no energy to make any mental mistake.) .. 内容简介:我的故事就要结束了。你现在当然知道,那天晚上我还是回了家。我现在和F住在一起,她完全知道这件事,并且能够理解,用她的话来说,你别无选择,所以只好这样生活了。我现在多少适应了这种生活,和周围的人也熟了。假如没有新来的人,每月这一关也不太难过。就像一个伤口已经结了疤,假如没有新东西落进去,也就不会疼痛了。这件事使们真正犯错误的人最为痛苦,而那些走后门进来的除了感觉有点害臊,不觉得有什么。我还知道一件事,那就是我再没有精力、也不想再犯思想错误了。(Content: My story will go to the end. You now know that night I was back home. I live with F now, she is fully aware of this matter, and can understand. In her words, you have no choice but to live in this way. I am now much adapted to this life, and become familiar with those around me. If there is no new people, it will not be too difficult to go through this period. It is just like a wound which begins to scab. If there is nothing new fall into it, people will not feel pain. This makes the people who have made mistakes feel the most painful, while those who go through the back-door will feel nothing except ashamed. I also know another thing, that is, I have no energy to make any mental mistake.)..
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